#ambien and roofie
Bad romance with my ambien and roofie. Seriously these drugs should be illegal in Japan too.
Sleeping pills? Seriously? Would ANYONE actually use these to go to sleep when you’re capable to take them to get high off you mind, float into space and feel all the emotions you never had.
For once, even if its a few hours, you get to forget the rest of your messed up life. And you get to read inspiring books and watch amazing movies and finally understand the purpose of it all.
The point of life, your mistakes and betrayal, what will be waiting when the time comes and you look back at your life and remember what little you did or what great inventions you succeeded in making.
Just midnight rambling a by a bilingual girl.
The oldest person alive was born on April 19, 1897, meaning that April 18th, 1897 was approximately the last time the Earth was inhabited by an entirely different set of people and if you don’t think that’s the realist shit ever then you can get right on outta town.
I can’t concentrate. My body is like jello and I’m imagining the weirdest things in my head.
Not a bad feeling. I’m just melting into a big blob and its actually a pretty nice feeling.
I had an appointment with my psych today.
I’ve been feeling fairly stable but I haven’t been able to sleep much so my psych added a new pill to my prescription. Just so I don’t go manic.
I was looking up the new pill (I do this every time I get prescribed new meds because I get addicted easily and it helps when I read the horrible side effects of addiction before hand) and I found out its a roofie.
I never really knew what roofies were, just that they’re drugs used to spike drinks. I didn’t even know they were illegal in the states (I live in Tokyo and apparently they’re legal here). And now I’m kind of scared to take them because they sound strong and I’m afraid I’ll like the high too much :(